Idols winner speaks out about her ex-boyfriend’s murder case: I blame myself: I try so hard everyday to make up for my wrong choices in life. But somehow I get stuck. For 6 continuous years I was fighting to make South Africa understand and not blame me for what happened that night I lost focus. I blamed myself for a lot of things ... Source: "South Africa" - … [Read more...] about SA News: Idols winner speaks out about her ex-boyfriend’s murder case: I blame myself